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Chapter Two

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WE HAVE SEVERAL MUGSHOT books here that we’d like to you to review to see if you recognize anyone,” the Police Detective said.

“We’ve had several reports of similar attacks in that area, so, with any luck, we can make an arrest in a reasonable time.

“And we also have a witness from the bus who thought she saw someone that looked like you being dragged from the bus-stop shelter.

Madeline’s decision to work with the police marked a turning point in her journey toward recovery. The weeks that followed were grueling, as she had to relive the nightmare through her statements and interviews. Geoffrey was there every step of the way, providing a steady hand to hold onto.

One evening, as they sat at the kitchen table, Geoffrey spoke gently, “Madeline, you’re so brave for doing this. You’re not alone in this battle.”

Madeline nodded, her eyes filled with a mix of determination and fear. “I have to do this . . . for myself and for others who might face the same . . .”

Geoffrey reached across the table, grasping her hand. “We’re doing this together, Maddie. These monsters won’t get away with this.”

Madeline met with the lead detective daily as they worked to identify the perpetrators. Composite sketches were created and circulated, security footage scoured, and public tips reviewed. 

When three men were apprehended, the detective said gently, “We got them, Madeline. Your attention to detail and, frankly, your persistence made this possible.”

Madeline identified them in a lineup, overwhelmed with emotion to be face-to-face with the men who violated her. Their smug look of entitlement enraged her.

“That’s them,” she confirmed to the detective. She confided to Geoffrey later, “They seemed oblivious to what they did. I just couldn’t believe it.” 

Madeline felt safer with them behind bars, but her peace of mind remained fractured, playing out scenarios of what could have happened had things gone worse.

* * *

The detective explained that they needed to establish nonconsensuality for their case to stand up in court. Madeline’s husband, Geoffrey, tried to look supportive, but his anger grew at the detective’s cold approach. He could sense Madeline’s tension as she gasped, “Consensual? Whose side are you on?” The detective continued, stating it would be a standard question from the defense during court questioning.

In the days leading up to the trial, Madeline and Geoffrey worked with a team of detectives and a lawyer. The evidence, including DNA, was strong, and an eyewitness account from a bus passenger was a breakthrough. One evening, Geoffrey reassured Madeline, “These people will pay for what they did.” She smiled, grateful for his support. The lawyer added, “You’re both incredibly resilient. We’ll see justice served.”

Madeline met with the prosecutor to review her testimony, anxious but determined. The DNA evidence was a match, and they had a credible eyewitness. The prosecutor advised her to prepare for scrutiny of her character on the stand, a tactic to discredit victims. Madeline braced herself to recount the trauma again, determined to put her attackers behind bars and help her move forward.

* * *

Neither of them had remembered to turn off the alarm. Madeline felt as if she had just fallen asleep. Even with the tranquilizer her doctor had prescribed, that sweet oblivion had eluded her until the early hours.

Geoffrey was already awake but had laid quietly beside her, hoping that she would be able to rest longer before facing what was sure to be a trying day.

He looked over at her. “Would you like me to call your office, dear?”

Madeline pulled back the covers and stared numbly at the ceiling. “No, I suppose I should be the one.”

“Only if you’re sure you can handle it,” he answered.

A tear spilled down onto her pillow.

Madeline’s life, she realized, had become a shadow of what it was before this extended nightmare. She found herself unable to face the world, haunted by the memory of that night. The scars ran deep, not only on her body but also in her psyche. As she stayed home, cocooned in her fear and uncertainty, Geoffrey played the role of both protector and confidant.

He gently approached her one evening, his voice filled with concern. “Maddie,” he said softly, “I know it’s hard, but you don’t have to go back to work just because your co-workers sent all those cards. We can get through this together.”

Tears welled up in Madeline’s eyes as she looked at her husband, grateful for his support. “I guess I’m just scared, Geoffrey. Scared of losing my job, scared of the world out there.”

Geoffrey took her hands in his and said, “We’ll figure this out. We’ll find a way. Your well-being is what matters most.”

Madeline couldn’t bring herself to go back to work. She stayed home, curtains drawn, replaying the trauma in her mind. When flowers arrived from her employer, she felt a glimmer of hope—until she read the attached card expressing sympathy but terminating her employment due to ‘needing all hands on deck for tax season.'”‘ 

She crumpled to the floor as her husband Geoffrey rushed over. “What’s wrong?” he asked worriedly. Through tears, she showed him the card.

“I can’t believe they fired me over this,” she choked out. “I was viciously assaulted, and now I’m unemployed?”

Geoffrey shook his head angrily. “You’ve given years to that company. For them to abandon you after you’ve endured something so horrific is . . . just . . . inhumane!” 

Madeline realized the attack didn’t just damage her body and psyche, but now her livelihood too.

* * *

The day of the trial finally arrived, and the courtroom was filled with tension. The evidence was presented, and the perpetrators were swiftly convicted. Both Madeline and Geoffrey, incredibly, started to feel the weight lift.

But as the three convicted men were led out of the courtroom, their faces contorted with anger and desperation, they couldn’t help but lash out at Madeline.

“We’ll get you,” they spat, their words filled with venom.

Geoffrey stood by Madeline’s side, his grip on her hand unyielding. “You won’t intimidate us,” he replied firmly, his voice unwavering. Madeline felt a newfound strength as she gazed at her husband, knowing that they had triumphed over the darkness that had engulfed her life for so many weeks.

Now that a guilty verdict had been reached, Madeline wept with relief as Geoffrey embraced her. But even amidst the validation, she felt lingering unease hearing the convicted men’s rage as they were led away in handcuffs.

Geoffrey sensed her returning anxiety. “They got what they deserved. Try not to let their threats get to you. I’m here for you no matter what.”  

Madeline left the court with some peace of mind but also wariness about the future. She knew psychological recovery would take time. But Geoffrey’s support gave her hope she could find healing and not live in fear.

* * *

The courtroom had delivered justice, and the men were sentenced to prison. However, the threats they had hurled at Madeline and Geoffrey as they were led away continued to haunt them long after the trial. What had started as an attempt to intimidate now festered in their minds, igniting a spark of fear that refused to be extinguished.

One night, as they sat in their dimly lit living room, the weight of those threats hung heavily in the air. Madeline, usually strong and resilient, was visibly shaken. She looked at Geoffrey, her eyes searching for reassurance. “Do you think they were serious, Geoffrey? Could they come after us?”

In their city, the criminal justice system had a reputation for being lenient at times, with some perpetrators getting off too quickly. He had read the statistics on repeat offenders, and that knowledge weighed on him.

Geoffrey had decided not to voice his worries to Madeline yet, hoping the legal system would prevent any harm. But his own survival instinct and planning reflexes were hard to ignore. His mind returned again and again to how he could shelter her if needed. He had even started withdrawing modest amounts of cash over time, considering it wise to be ready.

Geoffrey started mentally reviewing options for escape, to get “off the grid” and ensure Madeline stayed protected. He researched obscure rural towns across the country where they could assume new identities and blend into a small community.

Though he thought she couldn’t tell, Madeline had noticed him growing preoccupied. Geoffrey blamed stresses at the university. He hadn’t wanted to unsettle her recovery. Madeline herself had begun to not feel well, with irritability and mood swings that Geoffrey had attributed to hormones.

But at Madeline’s direct question, he couldn’t keep his face from betraying his feelings. He sighed, taking a deep breath, and then spoke. “I don’t know, Madeline. Those threats sounded real, and given the way things sometimes work in this town, we can’t underestimate the lengths some people will go to.”

The room suddenly felt smaller, colder. “We might have to consider going off the grid, at least for a while,” he said. “Find a remote place, change our identities, and make sure we’re as untraceable as possible.”

Madeline looked at him with fearful eyes. “You mean, leave everything behind?”

Geoffrey nodded. “Yes, starting fresh, far from the unreliable protection of the justice system here. It’s not what we planned, but we have to put safety first.”

As that reality settled in, Madeline asked, “Could we really just disappear, become different people?”

“If we must, yes. I’ll do whatever it takes to keep you safe, Maddie,” Geoffrey replied, with steel in his voice.

* * *

“Clarence Bernard, please,” Geoffrey waited for his father’s receptionist to put the call through.

Geoffrey took a deep breath, his fingers nervously tapping on the phone.

“Geoffrey! How are you?”

“I’m good, Dad. You and mom okay?”

“Sure, just the usual aches and pains. nothing new.”

“Great . . . good. Hey, Dad, I need to talk to you about a decision Madeline and I have made.”

On the other end of the line, his father’s voice held a hint of concern.

“Speak up, son. You know I’m always here for you.”

“It’s not easy to say this, but . . . we’re leaving. We’ve decided we need to get away from everything—go off the grid for a while.”

There was a moment of silence, the distance accentuating the weight of Geoffrey’s words.

“Off the grid? That’s a bit extreme, isn’t it? What’s brought this on?”

Geoffrey tried to convey the complexity of their decision over the phone line, not an easy task.

“After the attack on Madeline and those threats in court, nothing feels the same. The city, our home . . . it’s all . . . well . . . tainted. We need space to heal, Dad. Somewhere far from here.”

His father’s voice softened, carrying a mix of understanding and worry.

“Son, the world’s a tough place—always has been. You can’t just hide away in the woods and pretend it’s not there. What you need is justice, not escapism.”

“I know, but this isn’t running away. We’re seeking . . . well . . . a sanctuary, a temporary reprieve to gather ourselves. It’s not just about fear, it’s about finding some peace.”

As the conversation continued, the miles between them seemed to vanish, replaced by the shared concerns of a father and son.

“And how will you live? What about your job, your responsibilities?”

“I’ve been putting aside funds, and we’ve been learning about self-sufficiency. Trust me, I’ve considered our responsibilities. But right now, our well-being—especially Madeline’s—takes precedence.”

The telephone line carried the weight of the unspoken, the gaps filled with the unsteady cadence of their conversation.

“I understand wanting to protect your family, but don’t let this decision isolate you from those of us who care about you.”

“I know, Dad. I hate having to do this. But this isn’t permanent. We just need some time away from all the reminders, away from the pressures and the memories that haunt us here.”

The distance seemed to amplify the emotion, making the conversation even more poignant.

His father continued, “It’s just . . . you know . . . what happened to Madeline, it’s my worst fear come to life. To think of you both out there alone, it makes me worried.”

“We’re prepared for this. We’ve been educating ourselves, taking courses . . . it’s the right move. I can feel it.”

Silence.

“You’re a grown man, Geoffrey. I can’t stop you, but I want you to be sure. And I want you to promise me that you won’t take unnecessary risks.”

“I promise, Dad. And I’ll keep you informed as best I can. We’ll have a communication plan in place for emergencies.”

“As stubborn as your mother, you are. Well, if this is what you feel you need to do, then you have my support. Just promise me one more thing: come back from this, you hear?”

“We intend to, Dad. When we’ve healed, when we’re ready, we’ll come back. Thank you for understanding.”

Their voices, though separated, found common ground in the acknowledgment of a difficult decision.

“I’ll never fully understand this decision, but I trust you. And son . . . take care of yourself, and take care of Madeline. She needs you now more than ever.”

With gratitude, Geoffrey nodded, concluding the challenging telephone conversation.

“I will, Dad. Thank you.”

“And now you’re leaving me the hardest part.”

“What’s that, Dad?”

“Telling your mother.”


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